So, I suffer from a rare neurological disease called Hemiplegic Migraine. And yes, I tick all the boxes below. Which sometimes makes life a little difficult. And sometimes I knit while being affected by brain fog, and the result is often an entangled mess. But this impromptu project turned out more interesting than usual :
- First I finished it (after ripping it multiple times).
- Second, it’s a mix of different patterns, not 100% delirium. I started with Tailwind, mixed with the lace pattern of Age of brass and there also some dents inspired by the HitchHiker pattern.
- Third, these are colors I never wear, but I like the mix and I feel like wearing this scarf someday.
- Fourth, this was a great stashbuster. I had the yellow cotton in stock for 10 years !
I learnt a lot knitting this :
I am going through a very hard time right now, but knitting something colorfull, free and fun really helped. But my wrists hurt like mad.
I learnt the I-chord border and I-chord bind off, so nice and such a great way of changing colors without the border being messed up ! This might encourage me to knit more stripes actually.
I don’t like talking about the disease, and how it destroyed my life, but I think it’s important to spread the word :
People who suffer from chronic illnesses are doing their best. The struggle is often invisible, the pain never stops and no, herbal tea is not a cure-all.
Actually, when we need to talk, we’re not asking you to find a solution. We probably went through it all already.
We just ask empathy, a non-judgmental friendly ear to listen. And often, we just want to talk about something else.
Like, you know, knitting.